As I lay on the floor in my room
I asure you, I shall kiss my doom...

Your life has to be painfully lived
Your heart has to painfully beat...

Observe me reach for help
Watch me agonize...

Don't worry I'm fine
No really mom, I'm okay...

Theres just somethings you can't say
As she repeated in her mind...

I put on my smile
The one I hide behind...

Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
I hand it to you, "careful it's fragile and...

A poem I wrote last year...

Dear Diary
Today I met a guy...

You grab my hand
i just sit there...

A smile that fools them all
No one knows she's about to fall...

I'm waist deep in Hell
I'm head over heels in pain...