Why should i be happy when all good turns into bad
why should i bother when the end results are sad

It HuRTs To SiT n wAiT FoR Ur cAll
BuT WaT HUrTS WorSe Is WhEn U DoNt cAll AT all

HeR LiFe nOw A LiViNG hEll
ShE's bROKen cAn U Tell

BeHiNde a sMiLe i hIde
ThAt im dyINg INSiDE

IT MaKeS It hArdEr WhEn eVeRyOnE ASKs if iT's oKAY
bEcAuSe EvERyTiMe tHeY aSk U HaVe tO RelIVe The paIn

I knOw iT WAs aLL lIes
yEt i StILL bElIeVe iT
bEcAuSe whEN u wErE wItH mE iT fElT So gooD
ANd i wANtEd iT To bE rEAL
i WaNt iT To bE ReAl So bAd
ThAt i bElIeVe Ur LiES

IT HURTS KNOWING I WAS SECOND CHOICE

DO U WANT ME BECAUSE YOUR DONE WITH HER
OR DO U WANT ME CAUSE SHE'S DONE WIT U

U aRe sO speCiAl Im N0t So suRe iF I cAn bE Juss Ur fRiENd

I keep sayin when he comes back ill hate him
but everytime he comes back i luv him even more