Painful guilt fills my soul
almost fulfilling a deadly toll...

Darkened soul no place to go
It's hard to believe I was happy not too long ago...

What happened? The friends we were?
that life is now nothing but a blur...

You were drunk and wanted to drive
I didn't let you because in my mind I was keeping...

What makes me worthy of a lie?
And what makes me unable to say goodbye...

The fire casts shadows in this dark room
as chilling memories in my mind loom...

This box maybe old and may look a little rough
But the dreams, prayers and wishes inside makes it...

*This poem is about my friend and I going out to...
I remember the one fateful day...

Fighting for at the time you didn't know
Not knowing what you'd have to undergo...

We're just like two outlaws of the old west
We make fun of our worst and we mock at our best...

I wish I could go back in time to fix the past
Every painful memory in my mind that still lasts...

Is there someone out there?
Someone to help me from my despair...