I could have the last word in this friendship...leaving you to think. but i'm not mad at you...and I don't want to hurt you, don't worry about me I'm too numb to feel the pain anymore.

I would never kill myself...physical pain is how I cope to cover the emotional pain...if I'm a ghost emotional pain will be all that I'm left with.

Poetry is such an amazing art...instead of paint and canvas you use words...and with a pinch of human imagination it becomes a brilliant piece of art.

Sometimes I wish my heart and mind would just agree every once in a while.

I'm so lost in my dark mind, I don't know if I'll ever get out.

You shot a bullet through my heart...but you don't even know you pulled the trigger.

You'll never find me alone with a note saying I died for you...that's not how I am. But I would readily jump in front of a bullet to keep you safe...

I say I'm staying to be there for you...but maybe the only reason I'm staying is because I'm scared...because you don't need me.......

Don't ever feel like you can trust some one and lean on them for comfort...because when they leave you'll fall flat on your face.

If my dog and horse like you....then I will too.