Here I stand on my hands again. Not sure if I can...

Lauren
A name that puts a smile on my face...

You told me that I mattered
you said that you cared...

Just kill me please.
Put me out of my misery...

I will always reamber the first time I saw you.
I reamber the first time I heard you laugh...

Reamber that day that we first met?
cause I do...

Reamber the time that I asked you out
reamber the day we first met...

Here I am
sitting in my room having a break down...

7-22-13
my son was born...

I'm here sitting in my room
stairing at my knife...

Open your eyes
so you can see the world how it should be...

You are beautiful kind and sweet
you are amazing awsome and fair...