I lay on the ground
Broken and bloody
My heart shattered
In pieces around me
I trusted you
And this is how you left me.

Dose anyone see me!
I'm right here!
Hello!
"Bangs on the invisible wall"

I'm so scared to tell you how I feel
Because then everything will become real
Im scared to open up
What if I mess it all up?
But its eating at me to know
Do you feel the same?
Or is it all in my head?

I die
But I tried
To live and breathe
But no one believed in me
I take my last breath
Knowing I failed gods test
This is the end
So goodbye my friends.

Screw my life
Just end it all.

Dose anyone want me?
Dose anyone care?
Is anyone going to take the time to be there?

My heart gives into the pain
I lay my head down in shame
My soul slowly die
Myself I can no longer hide.

I fight battles
And I always win
But when it's battles of the heart
I'm losing ever so slowly.

You won
You broke me
I give up
Have your prize
Have my life.

His voice soothing the fears
His laugh calming raging nerves
Hearing him speak makes my heart feel safe
Perverted or not (lol)
He keeps me sane
Makes it feel ok again
Even if it just for a little while.