I take a razor and cut deep into my skin
and watch the blood run.

*i guess old habbits die hard*

A poet that's lost her words.

Bitter secrets
Sweet lies
Painful tears
Shattered hearts.

There's pain eating at my heart
A burning in my soul
A tremble in my smile
A brokeness in my heart
A catch in my laugh
A horrible past my tired eyes have seen
Everyday a battle to stay alive
One im slowly starting to lose

It kills me to know I hurt him
But its the only way to make him happy
By finally haveing the life he deserves.

My only thing worth living for
I have to let go
So it can spead with the wings of freedom
And sour in to bliss of happiness
Ill never forget u love
I let the tears fall
As u fly away into the sunshine.

Broken and shattered
Never to rise again.

Butterflies flutter in my belly
A blush colors my cheeks
As u lean in close
And press ur lips to mine
Claiming my first kiss.

Hope is the one thing I have left
hope to love and be loved.

Things are bad again.