I have to be perfect
Say all the right things
I must keep a smile on my face
The cheerness in my voice
But when will someone understand
That I'm not perfect
My smile is fake
and my voice
Like my heart is broken...

You pulled me in your arms
And spun me around
And for those brief seconds
I was free
There in your arms....

Im here dam it!!!
Why cant anyone see me???

As the tears fall
and pain explodes
my lips are forever to remain silant.....

Every thing I want to say
On the edge of my tongue
But i don't if I should say
You may turn away.....

Bitter and twisted thoughts
Fill my mind
You left me behind
I tell you I'm sorry
Its been a long story
But to you it ends
There is no amends...

I feel it coming again
As I have once before
The end of you and me.....

There's a ach in my chest
A hole in my heart
And lonely ness
That is forever my friend.....

I look out into the world
At the future that lies ahead
But I'm so tempted to look back
And remain forever in the past .

My heart cries
my soul dies
my world icy cold
with nothing warm to hold.