I miss everybody!!!

I want to run away......far away.....where no one can ever find me.....where i can finally be free.....

My broken heart screams in pain
But when he's around
It makes it a little bearable.

His voice soothing the fears
His laugh calming raging nerves
Hearing him speak makes my heart feel safe
Perverted or not (lol)
He keeps me sane
Makes it feel ok again
Even if it just for a little while.

You won
You broke me
I give up
Have your prize
Have my life.

I fight battles
And I always win
But when it's battles of the heart
I'm losing ever so slowly.

My heart gives into the pain
I lay my head down in shame
My soul slowly die
Myself I can no longer hide.

Dose anyone want me?
Dose anyone care?
Is anyone going to take the time to be there?

Screw my life
Just end it all.

I die
But I tried
To live and breathe
But no one believed in me
I take my last breath
Knowing I failed gods test
This is the end
So goodbye my friends.