Part of me misses you

I cry because I'm alone ,I have no home ,and my hearts broken....

Words escape me...but the pain u left behind ...i feel all the way to the core...feels as if a hole been punched in my chest and the ache wont ease or fade away.

I need to stop missing u...loving u ...wishing u were here....I wish I could numb the pain...but it wont ease or fade away ...

I'm done...I don't care anymore...u win

U broke my heart and u don't even care.

Sometimes the pains to heavy to bear
So I cut my wrist with a blade
Then suddenly it all fades away.

I'm just depressed ...and feel like giving up everything and everyone ...including myself ..

I don't let myself cry
No matter how much it hurts
How hard things get
Never matter how much the tears burn my eyes
Ill never let them fall.

Why dose love always come to a bitter end?