I see the colors fade from my world
now im nothing more
then a lost and lonley girl.

Why dose it feel like everyone ignoring me?
Why dose it feel like no one want me?
Why dose it feel like the world it self is to?
Why ? Tell me why?

I miss everybody!!!

I want to run away......far away.....where no one can ever find me.....where i can finally be free.....

My broken heart screams in pain
But when he's around
It makes it a little bearable.

His voice soothing the fears
His laugh calming raging nerves
Hearing him speak makes my heart feel safe
Perverted or not (lol)
He keeps me sane
Makes it feel ok again
Even if it just for a little while.

You won
You broke me
I give up
Have your prize
Have my life.

I fight battles
And I always win
But when it's battles of the heart
I'm losing ever so slowly.

My heart gives into the pain
I lay my head down in shame
My soul slowly die
Myself I can no longer hide.

Dose anyone want me?
Dose anyone care?
Is anyone going to take the time to be there?