Lying in bed again
screams inside my head...

When I look at her
I see her smile...

My nightmares are all around me
affecting everyone for their my reality...

**I'm sorry, but i was writing this poem on here...
Ive come to realize...

People fight for so many reasons
reasons unseen reasons unreasoned...

Cats sit in trees
and watch the world below them...

There's a light across the field
that a cant find...

So close to the edge
that I want to jump...

From start to end
you do nothing but try...

My pain
Hidden, secret...

I wish you could see
all the love i have in me...

I haven’t written in a while
It feels like all the words have left me...