Daddy what did I do wrong?
Daddy why don't you care...
I know you're far away
And I know right now it's hard...
Sadness is not permitted here
Frowns are forbidden...
Smiling as if I care,
Smiling as if you matter...
I said I'd write you something
To show you how I care...
Beautiful anxiety creeps to the surface
Ecstatically fearing life without love...
This may seem like a cliche
A poem so often told...
Today has been hard, but I made it through,
But only because I have got you...
I'll follow your dreams
Help you to succeed...
How does love
Bypass my brain...
A harsh reality
A feeling so true...
It's been so long without the sun
I'm losing hope it will return...