Left me choken

I dont understand why you do this to me
Leaving me here alone in this room
You said you would come today
But still you let me suffocate
Im not crying
But feel so much pain inside
How could you do this to me?
You said to me you cared about me
But do you mean it?
It feels like you lie to me
I cant take this anymore
I think we better off alone
Cause you dont see how much pain I have
Why didnt you come?
Is it too hard to come to my place?
Fifteen minutes traveling
I want to see your face for one more time
Why cant you give that one thing to me?
Proof to me
That you really care about me
Before I leave forever
And I never come back
Or is that what you want?
I dont think you see
That this is the last change for you
Just dont let me be here alone
Choking