Just let me die

I'm tempted,so tempted
Just to say: F U!
I cant do this any more
Your being a Witch and a lousy friend.

But what stops me,
Is that same friendship
Not to mention trust
But at the same your killing me.

Day after painful day
It come down to one word
One simple question
Why?

The answer isn't so complicated
I trust you,I believe in you
I need your help when I'm lost
You're my friend my confider

Most of all you're my friend my sister
I will be that and more, if need be
Just for you, just to see you happy
But now I'm not so sure...

Now I am the outsider alone and afraid
But I can not tell you how I feel
For I don't even know, other then confused
I'll Put on a fake front, but inside I die

I'll do this for you
But gain nothing in return
I refuse to let it bother me...
at least so you don't see

Let me be so I can die
You broke me with out a second thought
Just get away, I cant deal any more
Just let me die, slowly inside...