The secret that I hide deep inside

I know you think that I hate you
And I know you want me back
But your acting cool
Cause you dont want to let your friends see
What a pathethic fool you actually are
I know you like to be loved by everyone
To rule the whole world
And especially to rule me
But thats something you'll never succeed
Cause you are just a piece of meat
Like everyone else in this world
And I know you want to tell lies about me
So everyone would turn their back on me
And I would feel alone
So I dont have another choice
Then asking you to come back to me
But thats something you can forget
Cause if youre keep acting like this
Like it or not
You will defiantly going to lose me
And I know you dont want to lose me
Cause you cant live without me
And without me there wouldnt be a game
I know you love playing games every day and night
But you have to know
Life isnt a game
But real with pain and luck
So stop acting like kid of seven
And I know you want to hear my feelings everyday
But I have a secret deep inside
And I would lie about it
I would tell you that I hate you
Want you in a grave
Cause I know you want to see me cry
So I would be lost
And committing suicide
But thats never going to happen
Cause I would be strong
Acting like I dont care
And carry on without you
Cause I know you like the attention from me
So you dont have to feel alone
When you feel alone
But I would ignore you
Cause I dont want you to know my secret
The secret that I hide deep inside