SOMETHING THAT WAS ON MY MIND....

Baby when I first met you, I was a little nervouse.
When we first chilled, I was shy and scared because I knew you had some type of feeling's for me, but I didn't know in what way.
That first day we chilled, I thought you were so beautiful.....when we went to the chineese spot, I kinda didn't hear what you were saying because I was looking into your eye's and I got lost for a minute.
Baby, the day we first chilled, I didn't wana drop you off that early, I really wanted to chill with you a while longer, but I was getting mad shy, and I never felt like that before.
Baby, the first day we chilled I felt something really special between us, and I really really liked it a lot...and when we had our first kiss, I wanted it to last a bit longer, but I didn't know if you wanted to kiss me or not, so I left it as it was.
Baby, the day I told you that I couldn't be with you....I honestly broke down and cried, over you....someone that I didn't know for that long and someone I wasn't even going out with.....but I cried because I felt something special between us, and I thought I would never get it back.
I decided to listen to my heart instead of my boys....then that's when the thought of asking you out came to my head, but I didn't ask you out so soon because you made me mad shy and nervouse, and I never felt like that before.
Baby when I asked you out, and you said yes...for some reason, I just smiled out of nowhere...and that night I was hoping and praying, that you were going to be the one to make me happy, since 2005...and babe....you honestly did.
Even tho we only lasted 2 month's...yo.....you made me feel f**kin happpy, and I haven't been that happy since 2005.
It took me three years just to find someone like you...someone who keeps it real, and someone who knows something about pain and struggles.
Babe once you started opening up to me about your past.....that's when I started falling for you...and babe...I was falling for you hard.
I felt like I was able to trust you with anything.
Baby, after we were together for about three week's...my feeling's for you started changing....my feeling's for you started getting stronger and started feeling more real. After a while my love for you wasn't a phase, it was real, I wasn't in love with you because of a little feeling I had....I fell in love with you because I wanted to be in love with you...your just that special to me.
Babe....I know we not together right now, but I want you 2 know.....I love you with all my heart and soul...and that's really me talkin, not my feelin's....I really love you with all my heart and soul, and I would do anything for you, and my love, arms and heart are open 2 you and 4 you only.
I really love you so much, but I don't know if you or anyone else will understand my love for you.

I LOVE YOU MIRIAM....I LOVE YOU MORE THEN WORDS COULD EVER SAY, AND I'M ALWAYS GONNA BE HERE FOR YOU, NO MATTER WAT.

[X[B3B3 N HOMICIDE]X]
FOR EVER, ALWAYS AND FOR LIFE
(MIRIAM, MY LOVE FOR YOU WON'T DIE, I PROMISE YOU THAT...)