Hurtful Secret

See i have this hurtful secret
That I'm not willing to share
At first i was fine
Now I'm in despair
My eyes in pain my body weak
come, dissect my heart find that secret you seek
From my Lips i wont sing this secret
because my heart will never allow me
i think I'm going insane
why are the voices surrounding me?
My mind says confess
my heart says pass this simple test
Why is it so difficult?
Why Cant i just tell you?
I didn't understand but now i do
that i have to forever hold this secret true.
Even if it hurts me i will go on until i die
so don't bother so don't even try
This secret will tare my lungs
this secret will ruin me
but this secret will stay a secret for eternity