Insomnia

Sleepless nights
I toss and turn
But nothing ever feels right.
I dream a dream so pretty
Wake up
And everything is bloody.
So confused
Why I don't know
But I still muse.
I hear a name
Turn to look
But the room is blank.
I scream
Just to suppress
This immense pain.
Crows at my window
I'm laughing now
Because it won't let go.
Words of intricacy
So I thought I heard
When I'm like this, nothing is what it seems.
Drained
Without my drugs
Does this make me insane?