8/11/23
Today has made me alone...
Even from the womb I had heard,
only if the father is wealthy does the unborn...
I forgot me, somewhere beyond those hills,
I forgot me, when I separated from my wills...
This absolute heaviness won't subside
Really feels like you have died...
The wall confines, it never forgives,
It holds me in, and denies the humane sieves...
It wasn't easy returning to you
with my baggage containing more...
I'm a little distracted,
Been trying to read...
I shut off the lights
And lay on the bed...
I can feel my breaking point about to snap,
Walls closing in like I’m caught in a trap...
Maybe if I become
strong...
You know they're kind of the same
both like art...
I am lost in an empty room,
Crowded only with myself...