Sand Castles(Collab with Chiara B)

I still spell all the words I rubbed over your entire body
when the wind could hear my secrets.
I still see your eyes out shinning the stars when I dream at night
I still give birth to daisies and orchids when the past walks fast
across this cold room.

Oh! I don't want to close my eyes anymore...
I don't want to look inside and see all those
beautiful things, only you could bring...

Here I go again
Too incomplete--
Here I go again
With my heart in my hand, looking for some
shelter against this brutal rain, dying every now and then.

Here I am again
listening to the sound of your feet
walking away from me.
Away from everything we have built.
Now we crumble like sand castles...
we never stood a chance against the waves of love.

Oh! How horrible living can be
When time only gives me painful
Memories to forge upon
Why couldn't time bring me you for once?
How am I supposed to improve, rebuild, move on
When I am constantly given ashes to create with
Dust to fathom, Pieces to comprise.
I break unwillingly.
I bend, I bow.
I creep, I crawl.
Nowhere to go.

Words of fire bleeding inside?
Aching hands my heart tries to hide?
A rough sea between tomorrow and today?
Thoughts that seem to fade away...
What do I have but words that I will never say?

Here I am again....waiting for another day

A collab with Chiara B! Thanks hun.

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