Our conversations constantly circle my mind,
Was there anything truly from the heart?
Because of all that you've done,
I am now struggling to tell apart.
I just really don't understand why
You could lead me on so well,
You made me doubt myself so much,
When there were stuff you just didn't tell.
I feel so stupid when I look back at it all,
I just don't understand why I couldn't see
That the times you told me, it was nothing,
You were just completely lying to me.
I hate the way you made me feel,
I hate that you didn't care,
I hate that you say you love me,
And how you will always be there.
You really didn't care, right?
When you said you wanted to know,
Because i let you into how i felt,
But all you did was watch my paranoia grow.
Why, even when you knew it was killing me,
Why couldn't you bring a stop then,
Why would you even do that to begin with,
When love was what you wanted to send.
I find it hard to believe that you did love me,
Because that sure isn't a way to show it,
As all i gave was my pure honesty,
But in return, you gave nothing but bullsh-t.
