Tell me
Why should I stop loving the person
I fell in love with for the first time
It just feels so easy
To know the person I really love
And all those fights
It made me who I am today
You cant expect from me
To let go of the way who I am
And change myself
I would get lost and turn into a biatch
It was easy
To act like we dont care
I just dont know whats going on in your head
From my side I always cared
And every fight was like a knive
That hit right trough my heart
But I kept on trying and trying
Cause the familiar pain was less hurting
Than the new people could give to me
They would turn there backs on me
And come back with knives
Just to kill me to get rit of me in reality
I know that all though you were hurting me
You never wanted me dead
And I know
There are more people to trust in this world
But they could never make me
Like who I am today
And according to you forever doesnt exist
Maybe in reality it surely doesnt
Please just understand
Next to you Ive been hurt by nine people
It makes me hard to believe that
The one really exist
Still you were always the one
Who had the key to open my heart
Yes maybe
I live in some kind of fantasy
But I at least wont feel the pain any longer
What new people can give to me
Cause I wont ever met them again
In this fantasy I feel save
Save to know that I could love someone
For a life time
Not for a few months
