Shield

You try to forget,
but then you realize you just there to sit,
feeling used by the one you love,
still you continue to shove,
love me for one reason and that's not right,
but maybe to you i am just a sight,
feeling bad for what i did,
looking just like a little kid,
moving my hands round and round,
and still to me you don't make a sound,
looking at all the happiness you gain,
ignoring all of my pain,
you see no signs of how i feel,
happiness is just my shield.