I remember a time when I jumped up and down
when someone asked me to be his lover
that I always came home with a big smile
I would do everything to have that back
but now I have found a lover to stay with
strange enough I never jump anymore
I never come home with a big smile
what happened with that feeling of
having something new?
has it grown out of me to love someone?
does everything change when you grow older?
is it this time more real?
cause how I used to feel felt really real
and now I just dont know how to feel
I miss to not being worried about everything
to just love someone without being scared
having fun with that one person
that one time was for once and never came back
I have had so many and now it feels like
that every love is so normal its a part of life
something that you need to have
but I just remember the butterflies at one time
that one time wont ever come back..
