Sweetest Downfall

It's so hard now
to forget about you now that you are gone,
So hard for these memories to erase a love that is strong.
So hard to erase the thoughts of you in my head,
So hard to erase all the little words you once said to me
So now that you're gone, I have to try my hardest,
Now that you wont return, to me my hearts not the strongest,
Now that I cant hold you close to me at night,
Now that I cant ever have you back at my side,
I hope you do not forget me, or the memories we shared,
Its gonna be so hard for me, now that your not there,
I cant help but cry to the words of the thought,
The thought of it being easy for me, but its not,
I trusted you when you told me you weren't going anywhere,
When you said you were counting on a new beginning to share
The slightest thought of you make me cry
A little faint whisper of your name
Makes my heart slowly crack.
I walk around every day
With this gaping hole inside me.
Each day that I wake up the hole gets bigger.
The bigger it gets the emptier I feel.
The emptier I feel the more
The urges rise to stop all hurt and pain.
The time we spent together
Is the most cherished thing I have in my life right now.
You were always by my side.
You were always there to help me.
I do not know why I thought
That life without you would be easier.
Now that I think back
You were the only person that made me happy.
I took you for granted though.
When I did that,
I destroyed the best thing to happen in my life.
This is something that an "I'm sorry" just will not fix.
All I have now is the vivid memories.
Soon to be faded memories.
You are my sweetest downfall.