As the memories linger my eyes fill up with tears
One slowly falls down my cheek as your picture appears
You are the one guy I thought I would never lose
The one I thought would always be there no matter how hard it got
I know I am the one that let you go
but it came down to the matter of love but no trust
I could not believe in anything you said
And you let me down everytime with all the promises you made
My heart hurt everytime we talked
And I have cried over a million rivers just to get you to see
Your words hurt and it hurts more when I start to believe them
I believe I am no good, no other boy would want me
I believe you have to give in to sex to make a relationship work
I am not suppose to believe in things like this
But those 4 years wore me down to this
My mind is so messed up and I do not know how to trust
I push guys away even though I want to be close
But I do not know how to give my heart away again
It is shattered to pieces and it is barely holding on
I want a guy I can trust to help me repair all the damage you have done
