Feelings Without You

They say time heals all the pain.
I bask in the water and swallow the acid rain.

Every since our last kiss, I taste you in my memories.
I love you.
I hate you.
I yell vulgar obscenities.

So let's let the purge commence,
I stare down at my bloody fist, a wrongful fragment, piece of it, just fell onto the floor.

Nothing pains me more than the fact I cannot ignore...

That you're not mine.
I walk the line of hope to find that time is kind but I'm not blind, no piece of mind, our hands entwined, I'm so confined, I want to rewind.

To a place where I was happy for the first.
Wet behind the ears, your attention was my thirst.

I must be cursed
This heart it hurts, my tears they burst, my fears emerge,
and my trust goes away.

I can't blink an eye without you crossing my mind.
I cry myself to sleep, before you I was so blind.

The seasons change, but the fact remains the same.
No matter what I think, it's always me I blame.

Wet in a sweat of needless shame,
My bones ache of eternal torchure and pain
My brain is my worst enemy, and I'm going insane.

These are the facts of my life that I have obtained through the struggle of not having you as a link in my chain.
I feel drained.

Suffer in silence is all I can do, due to the fact that I have no one to turn to.