This absolute heaviness won't subside
Really feels like you have died
The grief is complete torture
With you around it's a little warmer
Grief is a relentless tide,
pulling at the edges of my soul
Tears of longing and to hold you
Always hand in hand,
lost in a world of our own
The weight of unanswered questions
I feel your presence lingers
Love, you taught me, is never lost
It resides inside of me
Becoming the tapestry of misery
knowing every tear, every sigh,
It's a love note to a soul intertwined with mine.