See Me

The thought of what they thinking
Then they whisper how could she?

Their face a look of pure disgust
As they staring right through me

They don't know what it feels like
To be living in this shell

They don't know that my everyday
Is the most terrifying hell

How can they judge, by what they see
Without knowing who's inside

I'm sick of looking at these walls
Believing it's for the best if I just hide

Hide from the looks the jaw dropped stares
Openmouthed in disbelief

They don't know who I am at all
The lonely person underneath

The snide remarks, the cruel words
The jokes that's often spoken

No-one thinking what they say
Always leaves a person broken

Their laughter rings inside my mind
Every minute of every day

The salty tears fall down my face
How can they treat someone this way?

I guess what they say must be true
so I deserve no less

I'm just a monster and a waste of space
A total complete mess

The words they uttered became a fact
I have no-one to blame

The one who truly hurts me now
Is the one who has my name