Social Anxiety Disorder

Alone in this place
So unloved
Feel like a disgrace
Without a beloved
Their eyes are on me
Judging my worth
I just want to flee
This is hell on earth
She thinks she knows
No one understands
Just how far it goes
The shaking of my hands
I feel a pain
Like a knife in me
Too scared to even complain
Everyone would disagree
Worse is the pain in my head
A constant throbbing
Sometimes I wish I was dead
That would be better instead
Can't talk to any one
Afraid of what they think
Soon I'll be undone
Think I need a shrink..