ONe Last Thought

Darkness and light
screaming days and nights
empty loneliness and frustrated cries
urning desires and beautiful lies
pounding heart ache
shattering love, love too much to take
moaning lust and shouting laughter
crying tear drops are falling faster
no help to seek, no where to go
no pleas to be heard, no one to know
alone in the crowd faces all around
blood that seeps into the ground
shining moonlight and gleaming sun
the best of the end has just begun
shape shifting space
no heart beat to trace
a reckless thought
a battle not won,a battle not fought
no place to scream, no easier way to slip
no hold....no grip
a way to live a way to breathe
one last chance before i leave
My love who's heart i have torn
My dull heart full of scorn
My stupid ways, fear inflicted lies
My lack of seeing things through her eyes
My un thoughtfulness to her needs
My lack of self control and just letting things be
No more pain, no more lies
no more laughter no more cries
a drifting soul with no where to go
I did everything just so you know