Cry or die

Sometimes i want to cry...
sometimes i want to die...
but today I'll stick to tears...
for fear lingers among the years...
too many of which I've tried...
way to hard to die...
and end my life of plenty...
instead of those many...
who died of hunger and frustration...
to which now i owe my one last breath...
to thank them now...
for all the years...
i sat unharmed...
empty and alone...
however i will be forever gone...
soon enough my life will fade...
now I'll say good-bye to you...
for keeping alive for all these years...