I Have Never Felt So Alone

I have never felt so alone
no one to talk to on the phone
no one to talk to online
no one to call my own,all mine.
no one to say that i am their\'s
no one to pray for in my prayers.
no one to wave to as they walk outside
no one to fill the space in my empty bedside
no one to pull me away from my knife
...so i think to myself \"will it be like this all my life..\"