Perish

I used to wake up anticipating
Of what I would say
I used to come to school wanting to see your face
Now all I see is a faded glow
I used to care what you thought of me
Now all I care is what I think
I used to think I would always care
Now I’m glad I don’t
I thought you would never lie or desieve me
Now I know you did
The thought of trusting you
Makes me sick
The sight of your face
Makes me think
That the person I used to see
Has walked away all alone
Every night I wish, hope and pray to god
I will never see your face again
But so far god has not heard my cry’s
Because your still visible to me
I hope that you will vanish soon
Because now your just a road block
In the way of my life path
I don’t care if your having problems
I don’t care if you need me
You had my attention once
And now if you cried for help
I would turn my cheek and walk away
When you would bleed I would give you my shirt
Now when you bleed I won’t even give somebody the phone
When you perish and turns to ashes
I won’t even come to your funeral
You were someone I hoped I would never loose
Now that your gone my eyes won’t shed a tear!