My choice gone wrong

I pack my bags
i grab the keys
i said goodbye
and left with ease

i throw my stuff
in the van
then i ride as fast...
as fast as i can

i do not know
where i ride
but now it's time for me...
for me to decide

go back
or stay
now is not the time
for me to delay

i ride to a place
most peaceful and quiet
then i think of my sisters
and how we caused a riot

i re pack the van
as quick as a flash
as i sped away
i think of my dad

it grew dark
so i stop at a hotel
then i jumped ten feet
at the sound of my dad

it was my sell phone
i answer it quickly
it was my dad
and i went all tingly

he told me to come home
I'm sorry if this is a big thrill
but we want you here,
your mother is ill

i said no
not until she treats me better
only to hear that she died
few hours later

stick with your family
don't be like me
you'll make them happy,
you'll see!