My Suicide Note

"Mom I know I was your world
Your favorite little girl
I was the only one who would make you proud
But I cant stand the look on your face when I let you down
And I failed you so many times before
I don't think you can take it anymore
I appreciate everything you do
Mommy I really do love you

Dad I know you didn't know me that well
But its not your fault my life was hell
I know I didn't see you that much
I just wish we would of stayed in touch
I wanted to have the daughter and father bond
Sorry if I didn't make you happy but now I'm gone

Kylie you are my big sister and I looked up to you
I did everything you would do
Now your grown up and you had a son
Remember when we were younger and had so much fun
Well tell Hunter his aunt is up in heaven watching him grown
I just thought that he would like to know

Cassie you were my little boggier and the only one who could make me smile
Sorry I haven't seen you in such a long while
Your only 5 and I know you don't understand
Why I placed this knife in my hand
But I want you to know your always gonna be my shining star
I will be you guardian angel and help you go far

All my friends and family you were the best in every way
But nothing could save me because I suffered every day
I hid my feelings all most all the time
I was going insane and losing my mind
Thanks for sticking through and being there
I know you guys did really care

Sorry it had to end like this
Sorry I cut so deep in my wirst
Sorry it was right on the vein
But you would understand if you knew my pain
If you find this letter you know its to late
Heaven has already opened its gate
I hope mom its not you who finds me dead
Lying upon my cold lonely bed
Please don't cry just don't
As your reading my suicide note"

*I'm not gonna kill myself don't worry just writing comment and vote please*