My dearest aylin

My dearest aylin
why did u must go
I cried for you every night
with my head hung low
when you told me what you were going to do
I cried for hours and hours
just over you
I'm sorry that I made your life worse
I'd take it all back
but I'm sorry I cant
in this friendship I lack
I remember the very day we met
my best friend and I were in a fight
but when she had you talk to me,
we became best friends, and so tight.
I remember all of our inside jokes
we were truly best friends
but until fate had our friendship
be nothing and end.
I felt like ending my own life
with a slash and a tear
but the though of death
made me only fear
you tried everything to die
drowning, cutting, and Advils too
but you did only 1 thing
and that was to lie
I saved you once
and I wish I could have saved you again
but since your death
I've realized, that I love you times a hundred and ten
why did u have to leave me,
on such a rainy night
I would have done anything but have your death
I wish you put up a fight
at times, our friendship
was as sour as a lime
but forever I wanted to meet you
before your death time
I'll always love you, no matter what
and forever for you up in heaven
my heart...
will never ever shut

~I'm Sorry Aylin~
--I Miss You--
***RIP***