Wanted to die

I don't know why-
I just wanted to lie-
I guess I just want to die-
But every time I try-
I begin to cry-
When I take out my knife, my mines says OH my-
Is this the day I'm going to die-
The knife is heading towards my eye-
I feel the blood draining first wet then dry-
My mind goes why why why-
Is this because I had to be so shy-
this is what I get when i started to cry-
this is for all the bullies, that make me wanted to die-
Then after crying has brought be here to die-
So after dying I just wanted to say goodbye-