How Am i To Call You Mother?

How many times do i have to cry for you before you drown in my tears?

you're supposed to be there to wipe my eyes and tell me it's gunna be alright!

but where are you now?

you're not here!

you're never here!

how many times do i have to cut my wrists before you drown in my blood?

you're supposed to be there to hold my hand and tell me you love me!

but where are you now?

you're not here!

you're never here!

how am i to call you mother?