Absolution

by libby   Oct 29, 2005


I want to try.
When you tell me I can't I only
want to more.
Not quite the forbidden but
the unhealthy.
I know this is not ideal.
I know I know I know
I know.
So quit telling me.
I'm not making this easy for you, am I?
Either way, you will
hurt me, its unavoidable.
I leave you to make
my decision
once again. Subconsciously I want
the pain
but cannot bring it upon myself.
I'm sorry you're so good to me.
You are never at fault, I will always
blame myself.

0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments

  • 18 years ago

    by xXMyThanatosXx

    That poem has described my thoughts for the past few weeks... everyword of it I've thought in some manner at some time.