I Can't Stand The Pain

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-to Gavin-

I don't want to hurt anyone else,
By the way that I feel,
I'll keep everything hidden,
My heart has now turned to steel,
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So I'll pretend nothings wrong,
Even though inside I'm torn,
I don't think I can face him,
Now he's gone all there is to do is mourn,
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They all say he still wants you as a friend,
But I want him as more,
To this love is there no end,
I hope whats in my mind, my future doesn't have in store,
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Every day when you see those smiles,
See me laugh,
Remember it's all fake,
I was led down an imaginary path,
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A path full of lies,
Fake hugs and worry,
I'd try to walk up to you,
But you'd walk away in a hurry,
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But I loved every moment of it,
I know it wasn't much,
Yeah maybe you didn't,
But I savored every touch,
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In your head ran friend,
But in mine ran love,
I wish I could make it go away,
You were my one gift from up above,
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You crushed my heart,
And tore it apart,
I still can't bealeve,
I've loved you from the start,
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When I first saw you,
I immediately fell,
It's not my fault you tripped me,
How long will I feel this way? ONLY TIME CAN TELL

-Anarchy-