10 Reasons to Die

Father, laughing at my tears...
drinking at the fears...
haunting through the years...
Mother, doubting every move...
cramping up the mood...
snapped attitude...
Siblings, strangers & enemy...
holding it inside of me...
WW3-just let me be...
Friends, distant and unsure...
impure distrust...
no cure...
School, bars & chain...
all the strain...
hide the pain...
Memories, cold & numbing...
threshold drumming...
keep me running...
Addiction, sharp & merciful...
dulls and beautiful...
scarred, empty or full?...
Mask, unrevealing...
unfeeling...
shell of a being...
Dreams, shadow of the past...
thoughts that seem to last...
break me down too fast...
Worries, grinding grinding breaking...
stealing, always taking...
making all the shaking...
10 Reasons to Die, why am I alive?
ONE Reason to thrive...
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