What should I do now

by DevilWithin   Jan 24, 2006


I'm lost and confused because
everyone knows what I have done
I don't feel ashamed yet I fear
for all the worse to come

don't know how, don't know when
but i guess i must fear and wait
I felt bad but i wanted to be honest
I told you what your sister said

she went to my sister and told her
told her about my cutting problems
and now my sister told my parents
I was scared but yet not surprised

but now i dread and dwell all day
because I told you what your sister said
I fear for you I might have made you more angry
I made more frantic at your sister and friends

I feel guilty of what I have done
I wish I kept a whole thing a secret
I make my friends worry about me
I feel guilty and just want to die

I'm sorry for everything that I have done
I'm sorry that I worried you and others
I'm sorry that I caused myself to cut
but mostly I'm sorry for hurting your you

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  • 18 years ago

    by PassionatelyMarla

    Hey girls,, u must post more poems,, so that i can comment,, lol,, ok bye,, hope to see more,, laters,,
    lots of lovin,,
    **doz an1c me**

  • 18 years ago

    by InvisibleGurl

    Hey Rach!
    Yet another great poem. Envy your writing gurl!! Tells a great story.
    Hope everything gets better!
    Love ya lots,
    xoxo,
    Laterz
    Shirlz

  • 18 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    Oy...so i'm taking it that no one took it well at all???

    oy...i'm so sorry....

    I can tell though, with this poem, that you're really feeling a lot because you had an incredible rhythm and rhyme scheme going for you..then you just...lost it....kinda weird, but i can understand....

    Great job!!

    I'm so sorry that all this is happening to you!
    VERY sorry!!

    But i wish you tons of great luck!

  • 18 years ago

    by PassionatelyMarla

    Hiya,, hey dont worry so much,, (how am i to say,, i must be in my happy highs) but talking about it is good,, and its not ur fault u cut,, coz if u it was,, u would have had the choice to stop,, so there,, hope u will do better soon,,
    lots of lovin,,
    **doz an1c me**

  • 18 years ago

    by jess

    Awww hun. great poem. hope things get bettter for you!
    love ya xxxxxxx

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