Lies

You say i lie
you say I'm fake
you say things
that are lies themselves

lies i don't commit
lies i don't say
but who i am
is probably a lie

i say the things
i do not lie
i say them to
not get hurt

you say to grow up
i am
i grew up at 13
taking care of myself

you say I'm not who i am
yea I'm not
i cut that i am
blood is what i am

but i can't be that
or i get hurt

so now i cry
i cry and cry
bringing the blade
to cut myself

I'll show you
who i am
when I'm in a
hospital bleeding

no sorrow or pity from you
just let me be
the cutter i
once was and then
you will see me grown up

no more lies from you
no more tears I'll shed for you
no more anything

because all you think
is i lie
but i don't

so go think i lie
you will see
the truth when
i die