My First True Love Lost

You seemed so broken hearted,

When she spoke to you before.

You didn't say a word,

You just looked at the floor.

And when it finally happened,

You acted like you didn't care.

That hit me the worst,

That was so not fair.

You were my first true love,

And they say you can't love this young,

But you just shrugged it off,

While I was mentally and physically sprung,

Was I right about it all,

Did you not love me anymore?

To you love was just a statement,

So what was that for?

What did I ever do to you,

What went wrong?

Sitting here thinking of you,

Listening to the same sad song.

Crying these tear drops slowly,

Slowly inside of me.

While they wait for a place to hide,

When I'm alone so no one can see.

Hiding away what you did to me,

Not letting it show.

Keeping it a secret,

Not letting them know.

This pain I've hid away,

But later I'll start to cry,

Because I know I wasn't ready,

Ready to say goodbye.