State of suicide

The attempts of dieing is quite rewarding
nothing can seize my sorrowful sad soul
no one knows I'm in hell if they do there just pretending
i had future plans helping kids with troubles was my goal

but that was taken away by this dieing,dreadful depression
This depression has changed my life worst to dieing
nothing has helped to ease the ripping pain not even the medication
I have lost family friends forever it is all because of me

without letting them understand i have chaste them away with my unhappiness
my life is ending with every flaming blood you see
you can't seem to see the scars i wear with madness
I\\\'m going crazy can't you see, can you help me through

Im sad scared sick of the nightmare from hell in my life
i have this weapon that can go through my heart because of you
my life is ending now and forever as i say goodbye and use the knife

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