I never Seem to find a reason

I never seem to find a reason to let you in again or forgive you.
I'm sick of feeling like I need you, knowing I never did, but I miss you.

Taking & breaking & hating, I remember all you said to me now Faking, forsaking and failing, my memories are all stained again.

Let me go inside your head Let me show you I'm prepared. Let me stick the needles in and let me hurt you again.