Sick of...

Sick of all the late night tears,
I cried for you in pain.
Sick of all the stress
that you caused over and over again.

Sick of being sick and tired,
Too depressed to eat or sleep.
Sick of not having you around
but, your heart, I will always keep.

Sick of all the painful things,
You apologized for.
Sick of the dark memories,
That my heart just canâ??t ignore.

Sick of the promises you broke,
and the unrealistic plans for our future.
Sick of the hopes and dreams I had,
With which my heart you could capture.

Sick of loving you so much,
That I was scared to let you go.
Sick of my new found weakness,
That I just cant help but show.

Sick of the mournful days,
And your unmerciful stubborn ways.
Sick of the life that you made me live,
And the fact that in you, I still believe.