I sit in this chair
as sympathy and sadness
pass me by
ungratified but determined
to get to the chest inside
i sit here and pry at my empty mind
no more thought flows through
only time passes by
till i star to choke
on my self
on my sorrow and sadness
and brings me back
from the boringness and routine
of every other day
in this endless cycle
I\'m finally awaken
to see my real destiny
not knowing that it has just begun
though still uneventful
boring yet free
i finally understand
everything is bad
until it gets better
we cant promise anything
but i no longer choke on surprise
